Lily: ok yes it's a mistake. i know it's a mistake but there are certain things in life where you know it's a mistake but you don't really know it's a mistake, because the only way to really know it's a mistake is to make the mistake and look back and say yeap that was a mistake. so, really, the bigger mistake would be to not make the mistake because then you go to your whole life not really knowing something is a mistake or not, and damn it i've made no mistakes! i've done all of this my life, my relationship, my career mistakefree.. does any of this make sense to you