öğlen annemin okula bıraktığı, akşama almaya abim geldi diye hüngür hüngür ağladığım, sınıfın ter, toz karışımı kokusundan midemin bulandığı, annemi özledim diye dersin ortasında sınıftan çıkan çocuğa şaşırdığım ve hepsiyle beraber olan bitene hiçbir anlam veremediğim gün.
mutlaka ve mutlaka her insanın başından geçen bazen ilginç bazen komik diyaloglardır.
bayanlar daha iyi bilirler bunu. kuaföre gidersiniz saç kestirmeye. saçınızı yıkarlar ve oturturlar sizi kuaför koltuğuna. önce esas kuaför gelir. saçınızı şöyle bir tutup havalandırdıktan sonra;
-ne olacaktı?
+katlı kesim istiyorum aslınd...
bu sırada gider kendisi. sonra manikürcü kız gelir. o daha yumuşak okşar saçınızı ve
-ne olacaktı?
+katlı kesim istiy...
o da gider. bu sefer makyaj yapan teyze gelir o sadece elini beline koyup bakar saçlarınıza;
-ne olacaktı?
+kesi...
bilin bakalım ne olur. o da gider. en sonunda kuaför gelir ve saç kesim işleminiz başlamıştır. ancak siz o kadar sinir olmuşsunuzdur ki bir an önce bitise de gitsem diye düşünmeye başlarsınız.
lied just a little
when i said i need you
you stretched the truth
when you said that you knew
just can't believe it
there's nothing to say
i was almost honest, almost
living alone, can't stand this place
it's four in the morning and i still see your face
i was nearly pure
when i said i loved you
you were semi-sincere
you said i'd bleed for you
we were kind of candid
now you've gone away
you were almost honest, almost
living alone, falling from grace
i want to atone, but there's just empty space
i can't face tomorrow, now you're not coming bacl
walked off in the night and just left me the tracks
i question the call by the tone of your voice
i know i should hang up but i don't have a choice
it happened that night when you told me to go
don't ask who'se to blame, i don't know
the more of you that i inspect
the more of me i see reflect
the more i try to read your lips
the more the mask you're wearing rips
but when i seek out your voice
my ears are overcome with noise
you show and tell with greatest ease
raving impossibilities
engaged in crime i grasp my throat
enraged my mind starts to smoke
enforce a mental overload
angry again, angry again, angry ow
and when the story takes a twist
if folds like a contortionist
slight of hand and quick exchange
the old tricks have been rearranged
engaged in crime i grasp my throat
enraged my mind starts to smoke
enforce a mental overload
angry again, angry again, angry
the searing of the sinew
my body fights for air
the ripping of the tissue
my lungs begin to tear
gravity's got my bones
it pulls my flesh away
the steam finally dissipates
i make out my sweaty face
association that i choose
game i inevitably lose
governed by laws set up by me
fracture its jaw to let me be
a cut-out cardboard condo maze
filled with an insubordinate race
irrational youths stop to stare
as music rubber hosed the air
engaged in crime i grasp my throat
enraged my mind starts to smoke
enforce a mental overload
angry again, angry again, angry again
and again and again, again
engaged in crime i grasp my throat
enraged my mind starts to smoke
enforce a mental overload
angry again, angry again, angry ow
people have round shoulders from fairing heavy loads
and the soldiers liberate them, laying mines along their roads
sorrow paid for valor is too much to recall
of the countless corpses piled up along the wailing wall
melting down all metals, tturning plows and sheats to swords
shun words of the bible, we need implements of war
chalklines and red puddles of those who have been slain
destiny, that crooked schemer, says the dead shall rise again
where do we go from here?
and should we really care
the end is finally here
god have mercy!
now we've rewtitten history
the one thing we've found out
sweet taste of vindication
it turns to ashes in your mouth
[chorus]
if you're fighting to live
it's ok to die !
the answer to your question is ...
welcome to tomorrow !
responsibility, an anchor around my neck
dependability, made me a nervous wreck
accountability, i live from check to check
volatility, neglect and no respect
got my wheels in motion and i got a path to beat
i hit the road to "i don't know" and look for "tough shit street"
one-way ticket nowhere there's no windows on this train
can't see where i'm headed but i'm going there again
moto psycho
going nowhere everybody is a
moto psycho move it or lose it baby
going nowhere 100 miles an hour
moto psycho i'm a moto psycho
you know you can't resist to tell me what i mean
you gave my mind a twist said that i was unclean
the actor runs the play and ad-libs in between
you're all that i resent my thoughts were so obscene
got my wheels in motion and i got a path to beat
i hit the road to "i don't know" and look for "tough shit street"
one-way ticket nowhere there's no windows on this train
can't see where i'm headed but i'm going there again
moto psycho
going nowhere everybody is a
moto psycho move it or lose it baby
going nowhere 100 miles an hour
moto psycho i'm a moto psycho
one-way ticket nowhere there's no windows on this train
can't see where i'm headed but i'm going there again
moto psycho
going nowhere everybody is a moto psycho
going nowhere move it or lose it baby moto psycho
going nowhere 100 miles an hour moto psycho
where i'm headed i don't know but i'm shoving off and i hit the road
going nowhere everybody is a moto psycho - time and time and time again i'm a
moto psycho
moto psycho move it or lose it baby
going nowhere 100 miles an hour
moto psycho i'm a moto psycho
this is the first tale of death in the world
when cain struck down abel, a family broken
since then mankind's dominated his own kind
to insult and injure, there's no such thing as peace
till dead do us part, till the last
truth be told - sin lies at the doorway
truth be told - hells open for business now
truth be told - the soil cries out for revenge
truth be told - and death is upon the ground
all around
the battle aint over without spoils of war
just cause it is written doesn't make it so
when you dance with the devil wait till the songs over
i ask myself, "how bad do i want you to live?"
my anger is near, till the last
truth be told - sin lies at the doorway
truth be told - hells open for business now
truth be told - the soil cries out for revenge
truth be told - and death is upon the ground
all around
tribulation strikes and we're hit hard
still you just go on your way
head in the sand, ignoring the rain
just like the food in noah's day
in his day
can't punish those for ruining the earth
its suicide to some degree
because we are all guilty, guilty as sin
there will be no peace, never for you and me
before al qaeda and bin ladin
long before hitler and hussein
ever since the first murder was commited
the verdicts always been the same
been the same, wrong!
the cursed future just repeats the past
there's hell to pay and stones to cast
so, there will be no peace, never peace
till the last truth be told by you and me
megadeth'in system has failed albümündeki bir şarkısı. sözleri;
this is breaking news
it appears that air force one was shot down
somewhere over the middle east this morning
by a sleeper cell of rogue terrorists, firing a stinger missile
the pilot and all passengers are unaccounted for
the presidents whereabouts are presently unknown and he is presumed missing
the vice president, secretary of state, and principles of the military are assembling
our nation stands at defcon 3
the greatest crisis, will someone come for me?
i red, white and blew it.
unleashed revenge, my body is detained
how could anybody do this?
betrayal, i peel away the days
medals are useless, uncle sam;s forgotten me
i m not important, no one will ever come
i ll never be found, god get me out of this hell
nuclear battlefields energized
cold wars are heating up again
the tensions mounting
people lift up your fists in revenge
the stage is set
who will be the first to blink?
we can t go to war
remember that ;vietnam thing”
peace at any price
with a gun to your head, bang, bang
weakness runs in your family
well, what runs in mine is death
solo- poland
this is your 5 minute warning
burn all your classified documents
and if cooler heads don’t prevail
first strike from a political dead man
appeasement only makes the aggressor more aggressive
he understands only one language ; action!
and he respects only one word force!
no sign of them stopping, no time for back channel communiqués
we need all the help we can get, air strikes and invasions!
retaliate, i say!
the will of good men can not counter the terrible strain of war
solo- poland
solo- mustaine
blackmail the universe with the greatest of calamities
awaken those sleeping giants in the dust of the ground
with their skin destroyed, unjust to innocence
lawful possessor of the world’s last 24 hours
solo- mustaine
terror and ugliness reveal what death really means
and in hatred you see men as they really are
if chosen over heaven, earth will have been for them
all along, only another region of hell
your mind tells you that
you've lost your confidence.
you're drifting and you
don't believe in anywone.
to lose what little you have
left to be proud of.
afraid you can't do this again.
you said that nothing could
come in between us.
and the way your getting
things we wanted done.
then enosiophobia held you
under it's influence
until you compromised your style.
everything about you has been
one big sharade.
what will you do now
that the well's run dry?
to sell out all your friends
and stab them in the back.
it's something that you are.
it's something that i'm not.
when you force me into
doing what you love.
mark my words no one
loves you very much. (eh, fuck 'em)
and when you tried to change me
and tried to replace me
i couldn't help but anticipating you.
being a fraud can only
last so long (you should know)
so what you sensed
as a child returns. (you little baby)
to choke out the voice
that told you money and fame
would fill the cradle
that you dug for yourself.
unlike you, i'm no vision to myself.
lest you forget, you didn't ever
make metal, but metal made you.
to crush and run over everyone along the way
it's something that you are.
it's something that i'm not.
a stranger to yourself.
you pissed me off again.
i won't be driven by your needs anymore.
what did you come to do or be?
it's clear to see for me.
it's something that you are.
it's something that i'm not.
it makes me sick to hear you
say you love me.
i know you only love
what i can do for you.
if you were the one that
was leading a charge
would you notice if i missed
a day or two? (but that's impossible)
we all laughed at the parody
that you've become.
now your pain's lowly
payback has begun.
so accept my resignation
or in your words, "betrayal"
before it gets much worse
and there's self-sabotage.
something i'm not.
something that you are.
something i'm not.
solo
something i'm not.
something that you are.
something i'm not.
something that you are.
something that i'm not... yet.
the system has failed albümünden bir megadeth parçası. sözleri;
the lord is my shepherd; i shall not want
he maketh me to lie down in green pastures
he leadeth me beside the still waters
he restoreth my soul: he leadeth me
in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake
yea, though i walk through the valley of the shadow of death
i will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me
thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies
thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over
surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life
and i will dwell in the house of the lord for ever.
aslında "aynaya bakarken arkanızdan gölgemsi bir şeyin geçmesi" olması gereken başlık.
ayna önünde bir şey yapıyorsunuzdur. bu makyaj, saç ya da toz alma gibi çeşitlendirebileceğim şeylerdir. bir anda dikkatinizi çok da yoğunlaştırmadığınız bir yerden bir şeyin geçtiğini görürsünüz. dönüp bakarsınız kimse yoktur. hadi buraya kadar normal göz yanılmasıdır dersiniz; ancak bu hadise bir günde birkaç defa oluyorsa iyi sıhhatte olsunlar tarafından ziyaret ediliyorsunuz anlamına gelebilir. dikkatli olmak lazım.
insanın yaşayabileceği en dumur olaylardan bir tanesidir.
yılbaşı gecesi fazlaca içilmiştir. 2 arakdaş barın tuvaletine giderler. döndüklerinde gülmekten yerlere kapanıyorlardır. ne olduğu sorulur.
iki arkadaş alkolün de etkisiyle kağıt havlu makinasına "ben gidicem sen gidicen" kapışması yaparlarken birden kabinlerden birinin yan duvarına çarparlar ve duvarın bir kısmı içeri göçer. gayri ihtiyari içeri baktıklarında ne olduğuna hiçbir anlam verememekle beraber utancından kıpkırmızı olmuş bir amca sıçmaktadır. özürler dilenip tuvalet hemen terk edilmiştir. duvarın akıbeti bilinmemektedir.
yüksek bel bol paça pantolonların moda olduğu, erkeklerin saçlarını uzatıp her biri birer beatles üyesiymiş gibi gezdikleri, gençlerin çılgınlarcasına diskolarda dans ettikleri yıllar. elbette o günleri görenlerin entryleriyle daha da anlamlı olacak başlık.
lea pool'un yönettiği kanada yapımı bir film. bir kız lisesinde aşkın ne kadar yoğun yaşanabildiğini anlatan güzel bir film. başrollerde piper perabo, jessica pare, mischa barton oynamaktadır.
paulie: lesbian? lesbian? are you fucking kidding me, you think i'm a lesbian?
mary b: you're a girl in love with a girl, aren't you?
paulie: no! i'm paulie in love with tori. remember? and tori, she is, she is in love with me because she is mine and i am hers and neither of us are lesbians!
hemen hemen her konserde bulunan, biletleri normal bilet fiyatının ortalama iki katı olan, sevdiğiniz sanatçıya dokunabilecek kadar yakında olduğunuz özel ayrılmış konser alanı. ve evet doğru bildiniz sahnenin hemen önünde bulunur.
pet şişenin içindeki sıvının dökülmesini engeller. en basitinden bir deneyle anlaşılabilir. kapağı açtıktan sonra plastik çıkartılıp kapak tekrar kapatılır ve ters çevrilir. damla damla sızdığı görülür. bu plastik çıkarılmadığında damlama görülmez.
1960 yılında fenerbahçe başkanlığı yapmış kişi. ayrıca kendisi ya da isim benzerliği olarak başkası adına mı yapılmış olduğunu tam bilmediğim, ataköy 9. kısımda bir ilköğretim okulunun ismi.
osmanlı zamanında arapça, farsça, türkçe kelimelerinin karıştığı osmanlıca dilinde, oğlan anlamına gelen "ulan" kelimesinin zamanla "lan"a dönüşmesiyle oluşmuş bir kelimedir lan.
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ya deli gibi seven ya da piskopat ruhlu sevgilidir. dinmek bilmeyen kıskançlığıyla ilişkiyi hem size hem de kendine zehir eder. sizi sadece hemcinslerinden değil özel bir eşyanızdan bile kıskanabilir. eğer siz de seviyorsanız ve ayrılmak istemiyorsanız ya birkaç ufak beyaz yalan edinirsiniz ya da hayatınızın bir kısmından fedakarlık yaparsınız.
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kayseri'ye en az bir kere gitmiş olmaktır. sıcak kanlı insanları ile kucaklar sizi. şehir merkezini gördüğünüzde istanbul'dan daha bir şehir havası olduğunu farkedersiniz. düzenli ve özenli yolları, sıkışık olmayan trafiğiyle her yer en fazla yarım saat sürer. ayrıca pekçok spor için de ev sahipliği yapar. bunlardan en meşhur olanları kayak ve yamaç paraşütüdür.
anlatmakla olmaz. mutlaka gezilip görülmesi gereken bir şehirdir.
