(bkz: lust for life) albümünde en sevdiğim şarkı.sözleri de şu şekilde:
I don't belong in the world
That's what it is
Something separates me from other people
Everywhere I turn
There's something blocking my escape
It took thirteen beaches to find one empty
But finally it's mine
With dripping peaches
I'm camera ready
Almost all the time
But I still get lonely
And baby only then
Do I let myself recline?
Can I let go?
And let your memory dance
In the ballroom of my mind
Across the county line
It hurts to love you
But I still love you
It's just the way I feel
And I'd be lying
If I kept hiding
The fact that I can't deal
And that I've been dying
For something real
That I've been dying
For something real
It took thirteen beaches to find one empty
But finally I'm fine
Past Ventura
And lenses plenty
In the white sunshine
But you still can find me
If you ask nicely
Underneath the pines
With the daisies
Feeling hazy
In the ballroom of my mind
Across the county line
It hurts to love you
But I still love you
It's just the way I feel
And I'd be lying
If I kept hiding
The fact that I can't deal
And that I've been dying
For something real
That I've been dying
For something real
It hurts to love you
But I still love you
It's just the way I feel
And I'd be lying
If I kept hiding
The fact that I can deal
The fact that I can deal
nedense özellikle lana del rey'in şarkılarında başıma gelen durum. şu şarkının altında yorum olarak yazılınca aklıma geldi yine. https://youtu.be/YxbeynIfzd8
evet özellikle eski amerikan filmleri siyah beyaz olmasının dışında kamera kalitesi olarak günümüz filmlerinden pek farkı olmadığını düşündüğüm tespit.
Just because I love your skin
Doesn't mean I'll jump in
The water's clean and warm and green
I'm not allowed to swim
I'm scared of getting in
Burried in my bag of hopes
She said they weren't happy to grow
Said feeding the storm is feeding your soul
Spider web and harlequin
Wraped around your sticky wings
It's pretty but it's hurting like hell
Cuz I know that I'm alone
My body's made of shell(s?)
And I know that you can tell
Uu, uu, beat me at my own damn game
Fucking with my Goddamn brain
Now I will never win again, better to love and to have and to hold
I heard that you like to swim
Doesn't mean I'm gonna jump in
But I put on my swimming set
Cuz I know I'm going to get wet
I know I'm going to get wet
I know I'm going to get wet
Yeah I know I'm going to get wet
Uuh, uuh, just because I love your skin
Doesn't mean I'll jump in
The water's clean and warm and green
I'm not allowed to swim
I'm scared of getting in
