Image Comics'ten çıkan, Kelly Sue DeConnick ve Valentine De Landro tarafından yazılan/çilen, yeni, güzeller güzeli seri. Henüz 3. sayısı yayınlandı. Delirerek okuyor, uzun soluklu bir seri olmasını diliyorum.
I'm in the city you hated
My eyes are falling
Counting the clicks with the living dead
My eyes are red
I'm in the crush and I hate it
My eyes are falling
I'm having trouble inside my skin
I tried to keep my skeletons in
Is it weird to be back in the south?
And can they even tell
That the city girl was ever there
Or anywhere
I'm having trouble inside my skin
I tried to keep my skeletons in
I'll be a friend and I'll fuck her
And everything
But I'll never be
Anything you ever want me to be
I keep coming back here where everything slipped
But I will not spill my guts out
I keep coming back here where everything slipped
But I will not spill my guts out
I don't need any help to be breakable, believe me
I know nobody else who can laugh along to any kind of joke
I won't need any help to be lonely when you leave me
It'll be easy to cover
Gather my skeletons far inside
It'll be summer in Dallas
Before I realize
I don't want you to grieve
But I want you to sympathize (alright)
I can't blame you for losing
Your mind for a little while (so did I)
I don't want you to change
But I want you to recognize (that I)
It'll be easy to cover
Gather your skeletons far inside
It'll be summer in Dallas
Before you realize
That I'll never be
Anything you ever want me to be
I keep coming back here where everything slipped
But I will not spill my guts out
I keep coming back here where everything slipped
But I will not spill my guts out
insanın başına gelebilecek en sinir bozucu olaylardan biri. bu tür rüyalardan uyanış anında insanın beyni duracak gibi oluyor. rüyadan gerçek hayata geçiş süresi, gerginlikten kaslarınızın kasılıp kalmış olması.. gecenin geri kalanını da mahveder, zira artık alışmamışsanız güm diye kıçınızı dönüp yatamıyorsunuz hemen.
iki sene boyunca, düzenli olarak neredeyse her gece başıma gelmiş hadisedir bir yandan da. tüm rüya sakin geçer, ama garip bir gerginlik vardır. bir şey sizi huzursuz eder. belki bir yer, çoğunluklaysa da bir karakter. rüyada gerginlikten kopma noktasına geldiğiniz o andaysa bir anda muhtelif şekillerde ölü bulursunuz kendinizi. göremezsiniz tabi, nefes nefese uyanmış olursunuz. bakarsınız karnınızda bıçak falan var mı hakikaten diye.
bir keresinde kendime tıpa tıp benzeyen bir karakter tarafından öldürülmüştüm, ki o en fenası galiba.
tomris uyar için, turgut uyar tarafından yazılmış bir şiir. ah kadın, ah be güzel kadın, ne seviyorlar seni ve ne kıskanıyorum ben
bilsen, dizine yatırır saçlarımı okşardın.
seni sonsuz biçiminde buldum o biçimi almıştın
sandviçlerle, kötü şehirle, terle başbaşa kalmıştın
yürüdü üstüne herkesin neonu, herkesin babaannesi
herkesin en eski olan kökü, en eski hanesi
yeşili bozup suya çevirdin, akşamı sonsuz uzattın
ne buldunsa o akşama uygun, ne buldunsa ona kattın
perdeler uzundu, rüzgar kısa, masalar üç bacaklı
masalar dört bacaklı, rüzgarlar uzun, perdeleri kısalttın
sen bir atmacanın en uzun çığlığısın her tür gökte
göğü büyüttün, otobüsleri aldın, şehirleri ufalttın
yıkılan bir kedi bir süre olarak doldurur sesini
seversin bir kanaryanın sesinden çok kendisini
denizi ve ormanı, açlığı ve başkaldırmayı ayırmadın
bırakılmış bir köşebaşının en güzel tanımıdır adın
seversin diye söylerim her şeyi, sana uygun olsun
çünkü her şeyin birbirine uygununu sen bulursun
gel ellerini ver en güzel ellerini öyle
ruhum, ateş yüreğim, kokum, birlikte öyle
bağımlılık yapan bir fleet foxes şarkısı. klibinde de, sevgili grubumuz keçilere serenat yapmaktadırlar.
penniless and tired with your hair grown long
i was looking at you there and your face looked wrong
memory is a fickle siren song
i didn't understand
in the gentle light as the morning nears
you don't say a single word of the last two years
where you were or when you reached the frontier
i didn't understand, no
see your rugged hands and a silver knife
twenty dollars in your hand that you hold so tight
all the evidence of your vacant life
my brother, you were gone
and you will try to do what you did before
pull the wool over your eyes for a week or more
let your family take you back to your
original mind
there's nothing i can do
there's nothing i can do
there's nothing i can say
there's nothing i can say
i can say
harika bir fair warning baladı. bu grubun kötü şarkısı yok, resmen yok.
Give me a moment
I know you´re feeling down tonight
And the visions of your dreams
They are fading with the wind
I know it ain´t easy
When your heart´s still tied
To the memories of the past
Deep within
Don´t keep me waiting for too long
Don´t let me stand here
´Til the dawn is coming on
All on your own - in this night
Tell me what you wanna prove
Chasing shadows on your own
All on your own - you can fight
But the meaning of it all
You won´t find - all alone
The moon of the night-time
It´s rising with a golden wing
Turns the secrets of our hearts
Into tales from yesterday
Hey, look at yourself, girl
There´s a new begin
Just as long as you let love
Find a way
Don´t let them tell you that it´s wrong
Don´t push it back now
´Til your heart has turned to stone
All on your own - in this night
Tell me what you wanna prove
Chasing shadows on your own
All on your own - you can fight
But the meaning of it all
You won´t find - all alone
All on your own - in this night
Tell me what you wanna prove
Chasing shadows on your own
All on your own - you can fight
But the meaning of it all
You won´t find - all alone
All alone
You won´t find it, girl
All alone - no, no - you won´t find it, girl
dünyanın en hüzünlü şarkıları arasında olan*, melankoli deposu the national şarkısı..
i think the kids are in trouble
i do not know what all the troubles are for
give them ice for their fevers
you're the only thing i ever want anymore
we'll live on coffee and flowers
try not to wonder what the weather will be
i figured out what we're missing
tell you miserable things after you are asleep
now we'll leave the silver city
cause all the silver girls gave us black dreams
leave the silver city
cause all the silver girls
everything means everything
it's a hollywood summer
you never believe the shitty thoughts i think
we had friends out for dinner
when i said what i said i didn't mean anything
we belong in a movie
try to hold it together till our friends are gone
we should swim in a fountain
i do not want to disappoint anyone
now we'll leave the silver city
cause all the silver girls gave us black dreams
leave the silver city
to all the silver girls
everything means everything
i was afraid i'd eat your brains
i was afraid i'd eat your brains
cause i'm evil
cause i'm evil
im a confident liar
have my head in the oven so you know where i'll be
i try to be more romantic
i wanna believe in everything you believe
i was less than amazing
i do not know what all the troubles are for
i fall asleep in your branches
you're the only thing i ever want anymore
now we'll leave the silver city
cuz all the silver girls gave us black dreams
eave the silver city
to all the silver girls
everything means everything
i was afraid i'd eat your brains
i was afraid i'd eat your brains
I had this dream and in this dream I was walking and soon I was upon this man
This man was pointing he was screaming for help for The Reaper had captured this lamb
I said "What's doing here?" He said, "It's pretty clear, but not many people can see what is plain to see. So this advice I give, for you have much to live." And just then I noticed the lamb looked like me.
Hey, return what you wanted
It's not what you need kid
The rest you can live without
Where is the phone, the telephone is ringing again, and again, and again
I will be there in one second, hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on man
And if there's someone there
Then please, I'm now in the know
So make it real, I'll bear no more deceit
It burns my soul
kimsenin başlığını açtığına inanamadığım, son derece tatlı bir talking heads şarkısı.
a woman made a man
a man he made a house
and when they lay together
little creatures all come out
well, i've seen sex and i think it's alright
it makes those little creatures come to life
i can laugh or i can turn away
well, i've seen sex and i think it's okay
we are creatures, creatures of love
we are creatures, creatures of love
from the sleep of reason, a life is born
we are creatures, creatures of love
it's okay to be afraid
when the blue sparks hit your brain
we can love one another
i've been told that it's okay
doctor, doctor, tell me what i am
am i one of those human beings
well i can laugh or i can learn to think
so help me now to find out what i feel
we are creatures, creatures of love
we are creatures, creatures of love
we've been here forever, before you were born
we are creatures of love, we are creatures of love
a man can drive his car
and a woman can be a boss
i'm a monkey and a flower
i'm everything at once
well, a woman and a man can be together
if they decide to they'll make little creatures
watch 'em now!
little creature of love
with two arms and two legs
from a moment of passion
now they cover the bed
we are creatures of love, we are creatures of love
we are creatures, creatures of love
we are creatures, creatures of love
from the sleep of reason, a life is born
we are creatures of love, we are creatures of love
Inception* filminin en duygusal sahnesinde, Dom*, karısı Mal'ı* pencereden atlamaması için ikna etmeye çalışmaktadır. Mal onu dinlemez ve eğer gittiğiniz seans dublajlı değilse, şu altyazıyla karşılaşırsınız;
"ATLAma mal!!"
ve o dramanın ortasında yumruğunuzu ağzınıza tıkayarak kahkahalarınızı yutmaya çalışırsınız.*
alıp götüren bir live şarkısı. tek başınıza, şehirler arası bir yolculuk yaparken dinlemeyi deneyin. gece, cam kenarı. resmen hüzün fırtınası.
oh desert speak to my heart
oh woman of the earth
maker of children who weep for love
maker of this birth
'til your deepest secrets are known to me
i will not be moved
i will not be moved
"don't try to find the answer
when there ain't no question here
brother let your heart be wounded
and give no mercy to your fear"
adam and eve live down the street from me
babylon is every town
it's as crazy as it's ever been
love's a stranger all around
in a moment we lost our minds here
and lay our spirit down
today we lived a thousand years
all we have is now
run to the water
and find me there
burnt to the core but not broken
we'll cut through the madness
of these streets below the moon
these streets below the moon
and i will never leave you
'til we can say,
"this world was just a dream
we were sleepin' now we are awake"
'til we can say
in a moment we lost our minds here
and dreamt the world was round
a million mile fall from grace
thank god we missed the ground
run to the water
and find me there
burnt to the core but not broken
we'll cut through the madness
of these streets below the moon
with a nuclear fire of love in our hearts
yeah, i can see it now lord
out beyond all the breakin' of waves
and the tribulation
it's a place and the home of ascended souls
who swam out there in love!
run to the water
and find me there
burnt to the core but not broken
we'll cut through the madness
of these streets below the moon
with a nuclear fire of love in our hearts
rest easy baby, rest easy
and recognize it all as light and rainbows
smashed to smithereens and be happy
run to the water (and find me there)
run to the water
"1 dakika 21 saniyeye ne kadar hüzün sığabilir ki?" sorusunun cevabını arıyorsanız dinlemeniz gereken simon and garfunkel şarkısı. acıtır, basitliğiyle, güzelliğle deli gibi acıtır.
Time it was, and what a time it was, it was
A time of innocence
A time of confidences
Long ago, it must be
I have a photograph
Preserve your memories
They're all that's left you
you wanna get close to me
the feeling so clear
but i need some time to see
vision through my tear
you wanna get next to me
i need your intrusion
i don't need to be
blinded by confusion
here is my heart
waiting for you
here is my soul
i eat at chez nous
love will find a way
if you want it to
love will find a way
love will find a way for me and you
love will find a way
love will find a way
love will find a way
love will find a way
so you want to get over me
and that's how you feel
everything you want to be
seems so unreal
i want to be all of you
and that's the confusion
it's so hard for me
to draw a conclusion
here is my heart
waiting for you
here is my soul
i eat at chez nous
love will find a way
if you want it to
love will find a way
love will find a way
love will find a way
if you want it to
love will find a way
love will find a way
love will find a way
i believe that there's a way
if you want it to
will love find a way
love will find a way
will love find a way
love will find a way
Basit bir melodiye sahip fakat johnny thunders'ın kendine özgü vokaliyle mükemmel hale getirdiği şarkı. guns n' roses cover'ı da ilginçtir ayrıca.
It doesn't pay to try,
All the smart boys know why,
It doesn't mean I didn't try,
I just never know why.
Feel so cold and all alone,
Cause baby, you're not at home.
And when I'm home
Big deal, I'm still alone.
Feel so restless, I am,
Beat my head against a pole
Try to knock some sense,
down in my bones.
And even though they don't show,
The scars aren't so old
And when they go,
They let you know
You can't put your arms around a memory
You can't put your arms around a memory
You can't put your arms around a memory
Don't try, don't try
You're just a bastard kid,
And you got no name
Cause you're living with me,
We're one and the same
And even though they dont show,
They scars aren't so old
And when they go,
They let you know
You can't put your arms around a memory
You can't put your arms around a memory
You can't put your arms around a memory
Don't try, don't try
You can't put your arms around a memory
You can't put your arms around a memory
You can't put your arms around a memory
Don't try, don't try
En bilindik şarkılarından biri, you can't put your arms around a memory'dir. Guns N' Roses grubunun Thunders'a olan hayranlığı bilinmektedir ve bu hayranlık, şarkının oldukça güzel bir cover'ını bize kazandırmıştır, ki şiddetle tavsiye ederim.
Çok anlamlı bir Glasvegas şarkısı. Babası terkedip gidenlere..
how you are my hero
how your never here though
remember times when you put me on your shoulders
how i wish it was forever you would hold us
right now im too young to know
how in the future it will affect me when you go
you could have had it all
you, me, and mum y`know
anything was possible
i wont be the lonley one
sitting on my own and sad
a fifty year old
reminiscing what i had
i wont be the lonley one
sitting on my own and sad
forget your dad, he's gone
all i wanted was a kick-a-bout in the park
for you to race me home when it was nearly getting dark
how i could've been yours, and you be mine
it could've been me and you until the end of time
do what you want, when you want
be as fuckin' insincere as you can
what kind of way is that to treat your wife
to see your son on saturdays
what way is that to live your life?
i wont be the lonley one
sitting on my own and sad
a fifty year old
reminiscing what i had
i wont be the lonley one
sitting on my own and sad
forget your dad, he's gone
MAsmavi bir Bloc Party şarkısı, şahsen sevdiğim tek Bloc Party şarkısıdır. Onlardan dinleyince, kulağa en güzel iltifatmış gibi geliyor, you are the bluest light..
You'll find it hiding in shadows
You'll find it hiding in cupboards
It will walk you home safe every night
It will help you remember
If that's way it is
Then that's the way it is
I still feel you and the taste of cigarettes
What could I ever run to
Just tell me it's tearing you apart
Just tell me you cannot sleep
And you didn't even notice
When the sky turned blue
And you couldn't tell the difference
Between me and you
And I nearly didn't notice
The gentlest feeling
inanılmaz vahşilikte bir Kingdom Come parçası. Adına yakışır niteliktedir, solosuna özellikle dikkat edilmeli.
Two days in time
Seems like she's mine
Now I'm addicted to
Something inside
All of her charms
Wrapped in my arms
I never knew, I never knew
I'd see so much and yet be blind
The storm's coming slow
She'll love me and go
She's just like a wild rose
Electric touch
Almost too much
In between love and pain
Passionate flames
Never forget
Ain't finished yet
I never knew, I never knew
That I could feel so strong inside
The storm's coming slow
She'll love me and go
She's just like a wild rose
Walking on clouds
Don't want to come down
Ain't leaving town
While she's still around
The storm's coming slow
She'll love me and go
She's just like a wild rose
ve hatunlar
dolar savaşçılarına aşıktılar
ve ben eyalet eyalet
dolanıyordum mukavva bavulumla
teksas, arizona, loisiana, georgia,
florida, güney carolina...
intihar planları yapıyor ve
çuvallıyordum,
üçüncü sınıf işlere girip
çıkmaya başladım ve
umursamayan ve benden daha zeki
birilerinin paramparça ettiği
hedeflerdi sanki
saatler
tanrı'ya gidemezdim
beni kurtarması için
ama tanrım ne biçim
devirdim
şişeleri
hiçliğin nehrine akan
yüzlerce
şişe
ve içkinin kötülükleri üstüne
dilediğinizi söyleyebilirsiniz
ama onsun hayatta katlanamazdım
sıçan gözlü ustabaşlarına
tatil ve sigorta
ile yetinen
işçilere
köleliklerinin farkında
olmadan
kendilerini şanslı sayan
adamların
esaretine.
şişe
sadece şişe
ve şişeler sayesinde
katlanabildim
herşeye.*
gün boyunca
tekrar odama döneceğim
geceyi düşlerdim
ayakkabılar çıkartılmış
karanlıkta
yatağa uzanılmış
şişenin kapağını açıp
o ilk yudumu almak
kokuşmuşluğu
çürümüşlüğü
üstümden atarak
bir sigara yakar,
duvarlara ve ayışığına
aşık,
bu pis oyunu içime çektikten sonra
uzağa üfler
ve şişeye uzanırdım
gene
zayıf değil
ama güçlü:
sıkı bir yudum alıp
şişeyi yere bırakarak
herkesin
olasılıkları
altetme
yöntemi
farklıdır. *
L.E.S.S'in romantikliğiyle şaşırtan, uzaklardakini daha da özleten şarkısı..
bu gece gel bu gece gel istanbuldan
sana ihtiyacım olduğundan
bu gece gel, bu gece gel
bu gece gel,bu gece gel
onda birşeyler var gözlerini gördüğüm anda beni tutan
sözleri ağzından akarken herşeyi unutturan
onun hakkında daha bilmek istediğim onca şey var ve o farkında
onda birşeyler var beni tutan
bu gece gel bu gece gel istanbuldan
sana söyleyeceklerim var
bu gece gel, bu gece gel
bu gece gel,bu gece gel
onda birşeyler var gözlerini gördüğüm anda beni tutan
sözleri ağzından akarken herşeyi unutturan
onun hakkında daha bilmek istediğim onca şey var ve o farkında
onda birşeyler var beni tutan
edit: ulan yemin ediyorum orospu çocuğusun. sözleri mi beğenmedin gödelek?
iki serseri var:
Birinci serseri
köprü altında yatar,
sularda yıldızları sayar geceleri..
iki serseri var:
ikinci serseri
atlas yakalı sarhoş sofralarında
Bağdatlı bir dilencinin çaldığı sazdır.
Fransız emperyalizminin
idare meclisinde ayvazdır.
Ben:
Ne köprü altında yatan,
ne de atlas yakalı sarhoş sofralarında
saz çalıp Arabistan fıstığı satan-
-ların
şairiyim;
topraktan, ateşten ve demirden
hayatı yaratan-
-ların
şairiyim
ben.
iki serseri var:
ikinci serseri
yolumun üstünde duruyor
ve soruyor
bana:
"PROLETER
dediğimin
ne biçim kuş
olduğunu?"
Anlaşılan
Bağdadî şaklaban
unutmuş
Mösyö kimle beraber
Adana-Mersin hattında o kuşu yolduğunu...
iki serseri var:
ikinci serseri
pencerelerden bir gölge gibi girer
geceleri..
iki serseri var:
ikinci serseri
halkın alınterinden altın yapanlara
kendi kafatasında hurma rakısı sunar.
Ben hızımı asırlardan almışım,
Bende her mısra bir yanardağ hatırlatır.
Ben ki halkın ne alınterinden on para çalmışım
ne de bir şairin cebinden bir satır...
iki serseri var:
ikinci serseri
meydana dört topaç gibi saldığım dört eseri
sanmış ki yazmışım kendileri
için.
Halbuki benim
bir serseriye hitap eden
ikinci yazım işte budur:
Atlas yakalı sarhoş sofralarının sazı
Fransız sermayesinin hacı ayvazı
bu yazdığım yazı
örse balyoz salanların şimşekli yumruğudur
katmerli yağ yağ ensende
Ve sen o kemik yaladığın
sofranın altına girsen de
-dostun KARAMAÇABEY gibi-
kaldırıp kaldırıp yere çaaal-
mak için
canını burnundan aaal-
mak için,
bulacağım seni..
Koca göbeklerin Russel kuşağı sen,
sen uşşşak murabbaı,
sen uşşşak mik'abı
satılmış uşşakların uşşşağı sen!
