her insanin aslinda kendini ozel zannetmesi, "norm"dan ayri olmak istemesi sonucu normal bir durum haline gelen asiliğin aksini iddia edenlerin dislanmasi durumudur.
ozellikle lise ogrencileri arasinda sikca gorulur, mesela bir ogrencinin olmasi gerektigi gibi davranan cocuklar * dislanir, ama dersleri ekip arka bahcede sigara icenler hep populerdir, bir suru arkadaslari vardir.
affedilmez bir hatadir. boyle bir durumda hemen moderator kardeslerimize mesaj atip 'aman abi ben ettim sen etme degistiriver sunu sevabina' demek gerekir.
t cetveli, 30-60-90 ucgeni, 45-45 ucgeni, french curve, pergel ve bilumum cizim malzemesiyle ve milattan onceden kalma tekniklerle calisildiginda dunyanin en yorucu dersi olabilen ders.
icindeki anket doldurma arzusuna karsi koyamayan, ancak bir yandan da anket basliga ayar verme icgudulerini bastiramayan yazarin ikilemini cozen davranistir.
cok buyuk bir hatadir. muhendisler teknik cizimden nefret ederler cogunlukla * ama mimarlar bunu sevmek zorundadirlar aksi takdirde basarili olamazlar.
dream theater in piyanosuyla insani kendinden geciren, ucuran super sarkisi. mutlaka dinleyin derim ben. sozlerinin ozellikle "love is an act of blood and i'm bleeding" kismi can alicidir. sozleri de soyle:
falling through pages of martens on angels
feeling my heart pull west
i saw the future dressed as a stranger
love in a space-dye vest
love is an act of blood and i'm bleeding
a pool in the shape of a heart
beauty projection in the reflection
always the worst way to start
"but he's the sort who can't know [sample is julian sands from the ]
anyone intimately, least of all a [film "a room with a view". ]
woman. he doesn't know what a woman
is. he wants you for a possession,
something to look at like a painting or an ivory box.
something to own and to display. he doesn't want you to be real,
or to think or to live. he doesn't love you, but i love you.
i want you to have your own thoughts and ideas and feelings, even when
i hold you in my arms. it's our last chance... it's our last chance..."
now that you're gone i'm trying to take it
learning to swallow the rage
found a new girl i think we can make it
as long as she stays on the page
this is not how i want it to end
and i'll never be open again
"...i was gonna move out...ummm...get, [sample from "the trouble with ]
get a job, get my own place, ummm, [evan", from the canadian series ]
but... i go into the mall where i ["the fifth estate". ]
want to work and they tell me, i'm,
i was too young..."
"some people, gave advice before, [sample is jim hill from a news ]
about facing the facts, about [commentary about the oj simpson ]
facing reality. and this is, this [freeway chase. ]
without a doubt, is his biggest
challenge ever. he's going to have to face it.
you're gonna have to try, he's gonna to have to try and,
uh, and, and, and get some help here. i mean no one can
say they know how he feels."
"that, so they say that, in ya know [sample from the conan o'brien ]
like, houston or something, you'd [show. ]
say it's a hundred and eighty degrees,
but it's a dry heat.
in houston they say that?
oh, maybe not. i'm all mixed up.
dry until they hit the swimming pool."
"...i get up with the sun... listen. [sample from "the trouble with ]
you have your own room to sleep in, [evan", from the canadian series ]
i don't care what you do. i don't ["the fifth estate". ]
care when. that door gets locked,
that door gets locked at night by nine o'clock.
if you're not in this house by nine o'clock, then you'd better find some
place to sleep. because you're not going to be a bum in this house.
supper is ready..."
there's no one to take my blame
if they wanted to
there's nothing to keep me sane
and it's all the same to you
there's nowhere to set my aim
so i'm everywhere
never come near me again
do you really think i need you
i'll never be open again, i could never be open again.
i'll never be open again, i could never be open again.
and i'll smile and i'll learn to pretend
and i'll never be open again
and i'll have no more dreams to defend
and i'll never be open again
bir konuda belli bir gorusu savunan bir entry yazarken entry nin ortalarina dogru taraf degistirmek, sonunda da karsi gorusu savunarak entry yi bitirmektir. bir nevi doneklik.*
benimle uludag da kayak yapmayi planlayan ama bana haber vermeyi unutan unutkan insan. proje insani, kablo sokma cikarma uzmani, biricik bolumdas. uludagsozluk un en saglam kalemlerinden.
o gun gordugu bir seyi kosup hemen sozluge yazan yazarin, bunu daha bugun gordugunu, cok sasirdigini diger yazar kardeslerine anlatmak maksatli kurdugu cumle.
