kill me instead of leave me, do me whatever you want but do not leave me. i was nobody before you and i will be worse than nobody after you leave me.hovewer ı dont deserve you, do not leave me.you are my only way to keep life .i dont have any living reason except you.i. know i dont deserve you but do not leave me.i can not think any other person in my life.i can not be together someone except you.please kill me instead of leave me suchanya.
I wrote that 2 years ago, when I understood that u were gonna leave me.
I for got my pain a bit, but I still cant for get u.
u re the best thing also worst thing in my life.
you left me alone in dark
and made the pain just like a shark
nothing will be the same again
and your love to me never will begin
what have I done to deserve this ?
what the fuck I have done ?
I just loved u
I'll always love u
I'll be always here for u.
whenever u feel bad
whenever u have problem, I'll always be with u.
Even when ur nail is hurted, I'll be caring u.
plz suchi, be happy instead of me
I know u re happy now, and I want to u keep this happiness whole ur life.
I ll demonstrate myself to you, also to world
I ll die or will be the best
Suchanya
Suchanya u fucked my mind
you fucked all of me
I cant be a normal person anymore
u left me in a ambition
I cant sleep at nights bcoz of my ambition
u made me feel worthless poor
I cant for get you
I want to talk you so much
I wanna ask you how are you
but I cant
I cant dare to say that
I too afraid what if u dont answer me suchanya
Suchanya I still love you so much.
