i remember now, but i still have my doubts
i think it's gonna be today
everybody came, but it's just not the same
why did it have to be today?
now my chest is tight - no, i am not all right
it doesn't have to be this way
why does it have to be this way?
i dont know what's wrong,
it's like i'm to far gone
it doesn't matter, anyway
fear is in my heart - just when i stop it starts
and i can never live this way
freedom in a cage - no sun and too much rage
i don't know how much i can take
push it down inside,but it knows just where to hide
i know that "normal" is hard to fake
bleeding into life - it's like a thousand knives
are slowly turning me into this
why does it have to be like this?
i dont know what's wrong,
it's like i'm to far gone
it doesn't matter, anyway
fear is in my heart - just when i stop it starts
and i can never live this way [x2]
i lost again, today...
now i know what's wrong,
it's like i'm to far gone
it doesn't matter, anyway
fear is in my heart - just when i stop it starts
and i can never live this way
living with a curse, sometimes it's even worse
it slowly kills me everyday
something i despise is gonna take my life
i guess i'll try again today
