tam bir kafasız beyanı. metal müziği kimse sevmek zorunda değildir. ama eleştirken hakkında bilgi sahibi olup eleştirmek gerekir. evet metal müzik bir çok kişiye göre gürültüdür. çünkü daha komplikedir ve herkes komplike olan bu gitar ve davul ritmlerini rahatlıkla ayırt edemez dolayısıyla gürültü gibi algıılanır.
metal müziğin en yakın olduğu diğer müzik türü kendisi gibi komplike olan klasik müziktir. Hatta bazı grupların senfoni konserleri vardır.
demekki metal dinlemek müzik kültürü pop dinlemeyi geçmeyenler için fazla yukarıdadır.
çoğu metal türünün tarihi geçse de brutal metal hala Avrupa ve Rusya da Müthiş derecede popüler (bkz: arch enemy). Ülkemizde de Man-o-War Konserinde 75000'den fazla seyirci vardı. Aralarında ben de vardım.
bu önermeyi yapanların müzikten yada duygudan anlamadıkları aşikardır.Ayrıca saygısız oldukları da insanların keyiflerine yaptığı kahyalıktan anlaşılmaktadır.velhasıl kelam bu insanların kusurlarını,aşağılık olmalarını,hiçbirşeyden anlamamalarını ve bilmedikleri konularda konuştuklarını daha fazla yüzlerine vurmaya gerek yoktur,çünkü kendileri hiçbir şekilde ne yapmamaları gerektiğini anlayamayacaklardır.ama yine de bu önyargılara sahip olmayan,metal müzikte duygu arayan,melodilerin ve sözlerin nasıl bir duygu yoğunluğu ve zeka ile yazıldığını merak edenlere verdiğim bakınızlar ve şarkı sözleri yeterli olacaktır.
hypnotherapist:
close your eyes and begin to relax. take a deep breath, and let it out slowly. concentrate on your breathing. with each breath you become more relaxed. imagine a brilliant white light above you. focus on this light as it flows through your body. allow yourself to drift off as you fall deeper and deeper into a more relaxed state of mind. now, as i count back from ten to one, you will feel more peaceful and calm. ten. nine. eight. seven. six. you will enter a safe place where nothing can harm you. five. four. three. two. if at any time you need to come back, all you must do is open your eyes. one.
nicholas:
safe in the light that surrounds me,
free of the fear and the pain,
my subconscious mind starts spinning though time
to rejoin the past once again.
nothing seems real, i'm starting to feel
lost in the haze of a dream.
and as i draw near, the scene becomes clear,
like watching my life on a screen.
hello, victoria.
so glad to see you, my friend.
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subconscious strange sensation
unconscious relaxation
what a pleasant nightmare
and i can't wait to get there again
every time i close my eyes
there's another vivid surprise
another whole life's waiting
chapters unfinished, fading
closer now- slowly coming into view
i've arrived- blinding sunshine beaming through
there's a house i'm drawn to
familiar settings nothing new
there's a pathway leading there
with a haunting chill in the air
there's a room at the top of the stairs
every night i'm drawn up there
there's a girl in the mirror
her face is getting clearer
young child won't you tell me why i'm here?
in her eyes- i sense a story never told
behind the disguise- there's something tearing
at her soul
tonight i've been searching for it
a feeling that's deep inside me
tonight i've been searching for
the one that nobody knows
trying to break free
i just can't help myself
i'm feeling like i'm going out of my head
tears my heart into two
i'm not the one the sleeper thought he knew
back on my feet again
eyes open to the real world
metropolis surrounds me
the mirror's shattered the girl
why is this other life
haunting me every day
i'd break through to the other side
if only i'd find the way
something's awfully familiar
the feeling's so hard to shake
could i have lived in that other world
it's a link that i'm destined to make
i'm still searching but i don't know what for
the missing key to unlock my mind's door
today i am searching for it
a feeling that won't go away
today i am searching for it
the only one i know
trying to break free
i just can't help myself
i'm feeling like i'm going out of my head
tears my heart into two
i'm not the one i thought i always knew
i just can't help myself
i'm feeling like i'm going out of my head
uncanny, strange deja vu
but i don't mind- i hope to find the truth
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nicholas:
all your eyes have ever seen
all you've ever heard
is etched upon my memory
is spoken through my words
all that i take with me
is all you've left behind
we're sharing one eternity
living in two minds
linked by an endless thread
impossible to break
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nicholas:
alone at night
i feel so strange
i need to find
all the answers to my dreams
when i sleep at night
i hear the cries
what does this mean?
i shut the door and traveled to another home
i met an older man, he seemed to be alone
i felt that i could trust him
he talked to me that night;
"lad did you know a girl was murdered here?"
"this fatal tragedy was talked about for years"
victoria's gone forever
only memories remain
she passed away
she was so young
without love
without truth
there can be no turning back
without faith
without hope
there can be no peace of mind
as the night went on
i started to find my way
i learned about a tragedy
a mystery still today
i tried to get more answers
but he said, "you're on your own."
then he turned away and left me
as i stand there all alone
he said, "you'll know the truth
as you future days unfold"
without love
without truth
there can be no turning back
without faith
without hope
there can be no peace of mind
hypnotherapist:
"now it is time to see how you died. remember that death is not the end but only a transition."
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headline: "murder, young girl killed
desperate shooting at echo's hill
dreadful ending, killer died
evidently suicide."
a witness heard a horrifying sound
he ran to find a woman dead and
lying on the ground
standing by her was a man
nervous, shaking, gun in hand
witness says he tried to help
but he'd turned the weapon on himself
his body fell across that poor young girl
after shouting out in vain
the witness ran to call for assistance
a sad close to a broken love affair
our deeds have traveled far
what we have been is what we are
our deeds have traveled far
what we have been is what we are
she wanted love forever
but he had another plan
he fell into an evil way
she had to let him down
she said, "i can't love a wayward man."
she may have found a reason to forgive
if he had only tried to change
was their fatal meeting prearranged?
had a violent struggle taken place?
there was every sign that lead there
witness found a switchblade on the ground
was the victim unaware?
they continued to investigate
they found a note in the killer's pocket
it could have been a suicide letter
maybe he had lost her love
i feel there's only one thing left to do
i'd sooner take my life away
than live with losing you
our deeds have traveled far
what we have been is what we are
our deeds have traveled far
what we have been is what we are
all that we learn this time
(what we have been is what we are)
is carried beyond this life
all that we learn this time
(what we have been is what we are)
is carried beyond this life
our deeds have traveled far
what we have been is what we are
our deeds have traveled far
what we have been is what we are
all that we learn this time
(what we have been is what we are)
is carried beyond this life
all that we learn this time
(what we have been is what we are)
is carried beyond this life
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she never really had a chance
on that fateful moonlight night
sacrificed without a fight
a victim of her circumstances
now that i`ve become aware
and i`ve exposed this tragedy
a sadness grows inside of me
it all seems so unfair
i`m learning all about my life
by looking through her eyes
just beyond the churchyard gates
where the grass is overgrown
i saw her writing on her stone
i felt like i would suffocate
inloving memory of our child
so innocent, eyes open wide
i felt so empty as i cried
like part of me had died
and as her image
wandered through my head
i wept just like a baby
as i lay awake in bed
and i know what it`s like
to lose someone you love
and this felt just the same
she wasn`t given any choice
desperation stole her voice
i`ve been given so much more in life
ive got a son, ive got a wife
i had to suffer one last time
to grieve for her and say goodbye
relive the anguish of my past
to find out who i was at last
the door has opened wide
i`m turning with the tide
looking through her eyes
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the sleeper:
shine- lake of fire
lines take me higher
my mind drips desire
confined and overtired
living this charade
is getting me nowhere
i can't shake this charade
the city's cold blood calls me home
home, it's what i long for
back home, where i belong
the city- it calls to me
decadent scenes from my memory
sorrow- eternity
my demons are coming to drown me
help- i'm falling, i'm crawling
i can't keep away from its clutch
can't have it, this habit
it's calling me back to my home
the miracle:
i remember the first time she came to me
she poured her soul out all night and cried
i remember i was told there's a new love that's born
for each one that has died
i never thought that i
could carry on with this life
but i can't resist myself
no matter how hard i try
living their other life
is getting them nowhere
i'll make her my wife
her sweet temptation calls me home
home, it's what i long for
my home, where she belongs
her ecstasy- means so much to me
even decieving my own blood
victoria watches and thoughtfully smiles
she's taking me to my home
help- he's my brother, but i love her
i can't keep away from her touch
deception, dishonor
it's calling me back to my home
nicholas:
her story- it holds the key
unlocking dreams from my memory
solving this mystery
is everything that is a part of me
help- regression, obsession
i can't keep away from her clutch
leave no doubt, to find out
it's calling me back to my home
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nicholas:
it doesn't make any sense
this tragic ending
in spite of the evidence
there's something still missing
heard some of the rumors told
a taste of one's wealth
did victoria wound his soul?
did she bid him farewell?
victoria:
one last time
we'll lay down today
one last time
until we fade away
one last time
we'll lay down today
one last time
we slowly fade away
nicholas:
here i am inside his home
it holds the many clues
to my suspicions
and as i'm standing here right now
i'm finally shown what i have always known
coincidence i can't believe
as my childhood dreams slowly come true
are these her memories
awakened through my eyes
this house has brought back to life
an open door
i walk on through
into his bedroom
feeling as cold as outside
the walls disappear
to some woman who's screaming
a man pleads forgiveness
his words i cannot hear
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nicholas:
where did we come from,
why all we here?
where do we go when we die?
what lies beyond
and what lay before?
is anything certain in life?
they say, "life is too short,"
"the here and the now"
and "you're only given one shot"
but could there be more,
have i lived before,
or could this be all that we've got?
if i die tomorrow
i'd be all right
because i believe
that after we're gone
the spirit carries on
i used to be frightened of dying
i used to think death was the end
but that was before
i'm not scared anymore
i know that my soul will transcend
i may never find all the answers
i may never understand why
i may never prove
what i know to be true
but i know that i still have to try
if i die tomorrow
i'd be all right
because i believe
that after we're gone
the spirit carries on
victoria:
"move on, be brave
don't weep at my grave
because i am no longer here
but please never let
your memory of me disappear"
nicholas:
safe in the light that surrounds me
free of the fear and the pain
my questioning mind
has helped me to find
the meaning in my life again
victoria's real
i finally feel
at peace with the girl in my dreams
and now that i'm here
it's perfectly clear
i found out what all of this means
if i die tomorrow
i'd be all right
because i believe
that after we're gone
the spirit carries on
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hypnotherapist:
"you are once again surrounded by a brilliant white light. allow the light to lead you away from your past and into this lifetime. as the light dissipates you will slowly fade back into consciousness remembering all you have learned. when i tell you to open your eyes you will return to the present, feeling peaceful and refreshed. open your eyes, nicholas."
the miracle:
friday evening
the blood still on my hands
to think that she would leave me now
for that ungrateful man
sole survivor
no witness to the crime
i must act fast to cover up
i think that there's still time
he'd seem hopeless and lost with this note
they'll buy into the words that i wrote
"this feeling inside me
finally found my love, i've finally broke free
no longer torn in two
i'd take my own life before losing you"
victoria:
feeling good this friday afternoon
i ran into julian
said we'd get together soon
he's always had my heart
he needs to know
i'll break free of the miracle
it's time for him to go
this feeling inside me
finally found my love, i've finally broke free
no longer torn in two
he'd kill his brother if he only knew
their love renewed
they'd rendezvous
in a pathway out of view
they thought no one knew
then came a shot out of the night
the sleeper:
one last time
we'll lay down today
one last time
until we fade away
one last time
we'll lay down today
one last time
we fade away
as their bodies lie still
and the ending draws near
spirits rise through the air
all their fears disappear, it all becomes clear
a blinding light comes into view
an old soul exchanged for a new
a familiar voice comes shining through
nicholas:
this feeling inside me
finally found my life, i'm finally free
no longer torn in two
i learned about my life by living through you
this feeling inside me
finally found my life, i'm finally free
no longer torn in two
living my own life by learning from you
we'll meet again my friend someday soon
cnn report:
"news in london, france, russia and italy have deleted their lead story, all anticipating the outcome of the man considered to be a member of american nobility. and as you can imagine, as the skies have grown darker here over washington, the mood has grown darker as well and people here are beginning to resign themselves to the possibility that they are witnessing yet another tragedy in a long string of misfortunes. reaction from everywhere, from washington and certainly from around the world has gues..."
bu ara bunu çok kullanıyorum ama zorla kullandırtıyosunuz arkadaşım insan biraz düşünür, bir bakar ,araştırır. önce bir dur bi nefes al metal müzikle uğraşanların, dinleyenlerin iqlarını mı ölçtün be kardeşim gidip bu müziğe yıllarını vermiş adamlarla muhabbet mi ettin nerden kalktın böyle başlık açtın anlam verebilmiş değilim.
Gel gelelim bir metal-rock müzik dinleyicisi ve müziklede uğraşan biri olarak zamanında pop(popüler) müzikle uğraşan serdar ortaç'ın binlerce dansöz var sözünden bişi anlamadım, anlayamıyorum.
"Metal'i ya hissedersiniz ya da edemezsiniz. Metal size o her şeyi ele geçiren güç hissini vermiyorsa ve saçlarınızı diken diken etmiyorsa bunları hiç anlamayabilirsiniz. Öyle olsun, anlamayın. Çünkü etraftaki 40000 metal hayranına bakıyorum da, sizsiz de idare ediyoruz." -Sam Dunn
kafasızlar ve hayata devam ediyorlar, vay be; müzik aşkıyla heralde, hem de kafası olup, boş durumda olanlardan daha iyi idare ediyorlar hayatlarını üstelik.***
bazen doğruluk payı oluyor. koskoca metallica gelmiş, yerimde durabilmem mümkün mü yau? vücudun her eklemi oynuyor, deliriyorsun, ne kafa kalıyor ne bir şey. 3-4 günde anca toparlanıyorsun. o dönemde işte tam bir mala dönüşüyorum.
bazı kişiler tarafından direk insanın kafasında zevkler ve renkler farklıdır cümlesini hatırlatır fakat metal diyen taraf grup tarafından da sonun kadar haklı olan önermedir.
bazı insanlar koyun gibi yaşamaya alıştığından ezik hayatlarına bi anlam yükleyemedikleri için hayatla hiç mücadele kavramına giremedikleri için ve dolayısıyla içindeki protestliği ortaya çıkarma gibi bi fırsatı bulamadıkları için sarfedilmiş sözdür. metal müzik olmasaydı insanlar nasıl deşarj olacaktı senin o beynini uyuşturduğun her boku sineye çektiğin polyanamsı müziklerinde mi ferahlayacaktı. belki pısırık olmayıp hayatlarında risk alıp hayata atılmayı seçip ezik düzenin haksızlığına dur diyen içindeki protestliği ortaya çıkarmak için arayış içinde girdiğin buhranda metal müzikle tanışabilseydi sonuç ne olurdu merak ediyorum. senin bi ömür içinden çıkamadığın hayat kavramını metallica unforgivende iki nakaratta siker atar.
