i can't control when i was afraid
so far away, from any choice i have
here in this day, i continue to fear
simple as i am, it's always on my mind
somewhere inside, a voice is heard
to remind me that i have lost control
i have lost my will, to continue this way
with every waking breath, i decide...
how i live my life is far from normal days
see my downward fall, and allow me to lie
somewhere inside, a voice is heard
to remind me that i have lost control
i give into my life, and color it with black
i listen to my heart, and hear nothing
if every day is cold, and the skies have turned to gray
only then will i be happy with this pain
i have come to realize, my trials are before me
these are the rules set forth, to be lost in a day
i can't control when i was afraid
so far away, from any choice i have
here in this day, i continue to fear
simple as i am, to be lost in a day
