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You have shown me everything, but this...
A world fallen,
A place of hell, and darkness
Where men rape women,
And children are beaten.
A place of violence and hatred,
Where the light is cursed and
Those of good, of healing
Are slaughtered and ridiculed.
You're children are losing their faith
in the light,
in you.
is this what you wanted?
Forgive me.
How can i return, after all that has happened?
Michael has fallen,
A child of darkness, he has become.
Raphael is in hiding,
Fearful for his immortal soul.
Uriel is dead,
Murdered by your corrupted children.
Ametiel a mortal, her wings torn
And her soul forever banished.
Tell me, which one of us is better off?
Men kill and darken the earth with their greed and hatred,
You speak of punishment for sins,
So why is nothing done?
Lust, greed, wrath, and envy.
Pride, gluttony and apathy.
The seven deadly sins,
Yet no punishments are given.
To love is to lust,
To give is to take, in which you are greedy,
To be happy, you must hate,
Self-sacrifice is to lack esteem within thyself,
Pride brings happiness to those who have it.
To be overactive, you die young; to relax you are a sloth,
You are a contradiction Father,
So how can you preach?
Have you ever practiced your spoken word?
i doubt it.
i doubt you.
is this what you wanted?
Forgive me.
Pain, hatred, desire, love.
i need to feel this; i need to be a man.
i need to understand how it happened,
How they have lost you?
i am trapped and bound to this world, to this hell,
Under your command, my brothers have fallen,
Will i?
Will you let me?
is this what you wanted?
Forgive me.
in time, new Archangels will be formed,
All will then be forgotten.
i won't let that happen.
You will never forget this,
You will never forget Michael, Raphael, Uriel or Ametiel,
You will never forget me.
i won't let you.
is this what you wanted?
Forgive me.
You threw me from grace,
Now i fall onto it.
Falling is the last thing an angel feels,
i still hear the distant voice echoing inside my head,
But for the first time,
it is my own.
