my compassion is broken now. my will is eroded,
and my desire stolen and it makes me feel ugly.
i`m on my knees and burning.
my piss and moans are the fuel that set my head on fire.
so smell my soul burning.
i`m broken, looking up to see the enemy.
i have swallowed the poison you feed me ...
but i survive on it ,
and it leaves me guilt fed, hatred fed, weakness fed..
and i feel ugly, and dead inside.
shit adds up at the bottom.
you`ve left me no choice but to go inside and rebuild
what`s broken.
too much , too far , too late to lie down now.
i must arm myself to fight you
by making weapons out of my imperfections.
it`s all i have left.
there`s no other choice.
i`m shameless, nameless, nothing, and noone now.
but my soul must be iron for my fear is naked.
i`m naked and fearless.
but i`m dead inside.
you see.. shit adds up, now i`m dead inside.
hatred, weakness, and guilt keep me alive
at the bottom.