when i'm in this state of mind i'm wishing i am blind
sometimes life is more than pain to me
i feel the power of my grief, death would be such a relief
all the secrets that i hide would die with me
depression is my only friend. will this torture never end?
let me carry on to the dreamers' sky
i keep crying in my dreams. can you hear my endless screams?
when i fade away i fade, away.
life is just a masquerade. in dept to myself but i can't pay
soon i'll call it all a day, away.
i've never felt what you call guilt
i still believe "do what thou wilt"
my sorrow will destroy the world i've built
this fluid on my cheek, it drains me, i get weak
my heart is cold and bleak.. black blood, black tears
