an agony as now

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  1. asıl ismi leroi jones'u müslüman olduktan sonra değiştiren, siyahi şair imamu amiri baraka'nın ırkçılığı anlattığı şiiri.

    I am inside someone
    who hates me. I look
    out from his eyes. Smell
    what fouled tunes come in
    to his breath. Love his
    wretched women.

    Slits in the metal, for sun. Where
    my eyes sit turning, at the cool air
    the glance of light, or hard flesh
    rubbed against me, a woman, a man,
    without shadow, or voice, or meaning.

    This is the enclosure (flesh,
    where innocence is a weapon. An
    abstraction. Touch. (Not mine.
    Or yours, if you are the soul I had
    and abandoned when I was blind and had
    my enemies carry me as a dead man
    (if he is beautiful, or pitied.

    It can be pain. (As now, as all his
    flesh hurts me.) It can be that. Or
    pain. As when she ran from me into
    that forest.
    Or pain, the mind
    silver spiraled whirled against the
    sun, higher than even old men thought
    God would be. Or pain. And the other. The
    yes. (Inside his books, his fingers. They
    are withered yellow flowers and were never
    beautiful.) The yes. You will, lost soul, say
    "beauty." Beauty, practiced, as the tree. The
    slow river. A white sun in its wet sentences.

    Or, the cold men in their gale. Ecstasy. Flesh
    or soul. The yes. (Their robes blown. Their bowls
    empty. They chant at my heels, not at yours.) Flesh
    or soul, as corrupt. Where the answer moves too quickly.
    Where the God is a self, after all.)

    Cold air blown through narrow blind eyes. Flesh,
    white hot metal. Glows as the day with its sun.
    It is a human love, I live inside. A bony skeleton
    you recognize as words or simple feeling.

    But it has no feeling. As the metal, is hot, it is not,
    given to love.
    It burns the thing
    inside it. And that thing
    screams.
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