sleepless in the night
i tried to lose my faith in you
saying to myself
you can't be the right one for me
and now that you are gone
i finally get a taste of freedom
only problem is
i dont really want to be free
i don't wanna be abandoned
i don't want to curse your name
i don't want to feel the sadness
pretending that I'm still the same
i don't want to burn your letters
i don't want to face the truth
i don't wanna be abandoned
i don't wanna waste my youth
you tried to suffocate with your pretends
and i believed in the shallow romance
i run from cover but I couldn't hide
and still you try to get me to abide
you scratched me like a perfume ad
you erasing all the feelings that i had
and all the time you faked this loneliness
cause you wouldn't see my twisted mess