I don't know how else to put this
It's taken me so long to do this
I'm falling asleep and i cant see straight
My muscles feel like a melee
My bodys curled in a U-shape
I put on my best but i'm still afraid
Propped up by lies with promises
Saving my place as life forgets
Maybe its time i saw the world
I'm only here for a while
But patience is not my style
And i'm so tired that i gotta go
What am i suppose to hide now
What am i suppose to do
Did you really think i wouldn't see this through
Tell me i should stick around for you
Tell me i could have it all
I'm still too tired to care and i gotta go
I get to go home in one week
But I'm leaving home in three weeks
They throw me a bone just to pick me dry
i'm following suit and directions
i crawl up inside for protection
i'm told what to do and i don't know why
i'm overexisting in limbo
i'm over the myths and placebos
i don't really mind if i just fade away
im ready to live with my family
im ready to die in obscurity
cause i'm so tired that i gotta go
what am i suppose to want now
what am i suppose to do
you still don't think i'm going see this through
tell me i'm a part of history
tell me i can have it all
i'm still too tired to care and i gotta go
oh yeah
oh yeah yeah yeah yeah.
still to tired to care and i gotta go
still to tired to care and i gotta go
still to tired to care and i gotta go
yea yea
still to tired to care and i gotta go
go home
still to tired to care and i gotta go
yeah yeah
still to tired to care and i gotta go
