14.
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agnostic's dream
Ran blind through the darkness,
Life spent slow though stalled.
The edge snaked silently further
As the time drew nearly nigh...
Tripped by lack of caution,
Can't hear can't see can't-
The mind is lost in the fog.
Sleep, death; mental, physical.
Come true all the inevitable
Foreseen by Him, and him alone.
False beliefs, fake reality.
Health and chance, not faith.
Removed and together united.
Stay away, no more heaven
Unbelievably, truth of deception
And immortality a myth, but why.
Past and present conscious:
Anticipation equals fear.
Total terror unfathomably evil,
But here not exists the devil.
Violent confusion unrestrained,
Thinking thoughts and seeking
Closure, plead plead plead,
Beg beg beg, pray pray pray...
How to think such useless lies
Would aid this end of life.
Reality and religion individual,
Fusing of the line...accepted.
For the final fear of fate
A complete compliance of reason.
Desire of possibility, with hope,
Avoiding partial negligence.
Back, a restoration of the curse,
Too horrific, too much, cease
Growth on these closing eyes.
The cycle of thought must end...
Infinite misery for all eternity,
When, with no foundation:
Eyes open to perfect clarity,
The solution is discovered.
The secret, The path, The light.
Realization and awakening, full
Resolution of abysmal sorrow,
Of endless affliction and woe.
Rapid ascension out of shadows,
I may leave complete. I now have
Spirit as an acquaintance,
And Him as my friend.
