I was looking through a clothing catalog & saw a picture of a girl modeling this piece of clothing called a space-dye vest. and, so, i fell in love with her [laughs] for some strange reason & so the minute i did that, the minute i was just like obsessed with this person, i was like, 'why am i doing that?' & i noticed that i was doing it a lot lately. and i think the prime reason that i was doing that, and this is what i figured out at the time, was that i had just come out of a relationship where i'd gotten dumped, basically, and so i think the situation was that i wasn't finished giving all that i was ready to give, so i was just, like, throwing it around, you know, just aiming it in different directions. it was a total case of projection. and this song is just trying to sort it out & just kind of admitting that i'm just kind of lost. so it's kind of a dark song. it was very cathartic though."
