en sevdiğim kanye west parçalarındandır. annesinin ölümü üzerine yazmıştır. ilkokulda müzik hocamızdan çok duymuşluğum vardır major gorunumlu minor diye. bu şarkı bu türden sanırım. hareketli olmasına rağmen adamın amına koyuyor afedersiniz. Sözleri şu şekilde:
I'm not loving you, the way I wanted to
What I had to do, had to run from you
I'm in love with you, but the vibe is wrong
And that haunted me, all the way home
So ya never know, never never know
Never know enough, til it's over love
Til we lose control, system overload
Screaming no no no, no no
I'm not loving you, the way I wanted to
See I wanna move, but can't escape from you
So I keep it low, keep a secret code
So everybody else don't have to know
[Chorus]
So keep ya love lockdown, ya love lockdown
Keeping ya love lockdown, ya love lockdown
Now keep ya love lockdown, ya love lockdown
Now keep ya love lockdown, you lose
I'm not loving you, way I wanted to
I can't keep my cool, so I keep it true
I got something to lose, so I gotta move
I can't keep myself, and still keep you too
So I keep in mind, when I'm on my own
Somewhere far from home, in the danger zone
How many times did it take til I finally got through
You lose, you lose
I'm not loving you, the way I wanted to
See I had to go, I had to move
No more wasting time, you can't wait for life
Were just wasting time, wheres the finish line
hatta bu şarkı zincirlenmiş kalp figürünü dövme yaptırıp köşelerine kaybettiğim sevdiklerimin adını yazmama ilham oldu. Teşekkürler Kanye.