clutching my heart i cant feel anymore
laughing til death as i fall to the floor
irony cruel, calling my name
suffer this consequence
the shame that youve given me
i still breathe
your love is sickness i savour like wine
drillling down hard like a blade in my spine
damaged nerve endings are feeding me raw
thought patterns processed
i still cant ignore your hate
precious pain
broken and bitter are the faces you tread
left in your wake are the trails of the dead
shape-shifting sands move and twist undertow
no depth perception has made you shallow
now im freezing for you
burn alive
wont stop now and still i try
im alive
bleed if i want to, if i want to, if i want to
i will bleed if i want to now and still i try
im alive
frost-bitten fingertips scratching my name
you left me here to suffer the blame
callously cruel is your punishment
lies to deceive
is this my consequence?
damage me damage me
hate me to death
cripple me cripple me
there is nothing left
parasite poisonous
left under skin
slow self-addiction
